read my horoscope

oh crap. i feel so down lately. i guess my horoscope's right, then? that i have way too much in my plate this month? bullshit mehn. since when did i believe those?! e kasi naman eeeeeeeeee.

botany is hell for me and heaven for my classmates. they've gotten way high marks that it's even way past the perfect score. while, i, on the other hand, got a..... hay oh well :(

my horoscope also said that i should just pay more attention to extra-curriculars because this will be the only thing that will keep my spirits up. e tae. our first visit for Cribs in Tugon was postponed because the babies got infected with scabies right now. poor babies :(

oh well. only God knows what will happen next. if only He made it easier for me to adjust. Hay.

this is not blasphemy.

this is anxiety.

wake me up when summer ends, okay?

-july 2007-

just smile for christina :D

haha VIP!!!!

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you have to be my contact though.

-july 2007-

the best seats are the free ones :D

christina aguilera concert baybeh!!!!!!! damn, the day before, i actually felt kinda sad while i was watching the christina aguilera special on MTV. e wala lang, ever since i was a kid, i found myself singing her songs in front of the mirror with a hairbrush as a microphone. well i'm not exactly a fanatic, but i just thought that it would be nice to actually see her.

thanks a bunch miranda! :D

i was reviewing for Botany when miranda called.
miranda: uy!
me: o ano? bakit ka tumawag? may bloomfields ba?
miranda: ha? hindi. ano ginagawa mo ngayon?
me: nag-aaral ng botany. bakit?
miranda: teka, may problema ako. pwede mo akong samahan bukas sa christina aguilera concert? marami akong libreng tickets.
me: OMG! siryoso?!
miranda: OO! 3rd row tayoo!
me: siryoso ba yan? e...magkano naman?
miranda: sira! libre!
me: WTF?! LIBRE?! okay sige magpapaalam nako!

haha i woke up my parents just to ask them if i could go. haha e bakit ba? once in a lifetime lang to mangyari noh. libreng ticket tapos nasa harapan ka pa?!

grabe, i couldn't fit in the dissacharides info in my head anymore. all i thought of was the concert! whatta motivation to go to school on a friday :D

the best tickets are the free ones. :D we were on the 12th row baybeh! but at first, we were on the 1st row. hahaha e may nakaupo na pala dun. wala palang exact seating ppag sponsor. hahah. but! AHHH we were so starstruck. ahaha. parang ang sarap na lang mahimatay. hahaha.

there were a lot of models, designers, writers, and artistas. AHAHA. ang kapal talaga ng mukha namin. nakikihalo kami sa kanila. HAHAHA.

mich dulce was also there idol! :P the whole revilla family was also there. richard gutierrez and the whole georgina wilson clan too. :P enchong dee. bastaaaa there were a lot.

all i can say is, CHRISTINA WAS AMAZING!!! her voice is so frigging unbelievable! the crowd was just so damn KJ. i mean hello?! you're on the front row seat, and paid THOUSANDS just to be there and you're not even gonna stand up and dance and sing?! haha. miranda, makis, and i just didn't cared what people thought of us. we just got up and danced. hahaha! i think people around us were kinda shocked to see us "run wild". --a father beside us used that term. haha. e hello?! the crowd was just sitting there!

the crowd was so corny. it wasn't that lively at all. i think we were the only ones "game". oh well, i still had a blast! it actually rained. haha.


hay nako. mas masaya pa nga kung nagconcert na lang siya sa stc. i swear, our screams would beat the KJ crowd anytime. :P
haha

my fave part was LADY MARMALADE!!! as in haha i remember senior's night! gawd that night was so lesboo. hahaha. but it was still so different. while us three were dancing our asses of, the crowd was so stiff! sure, they stood up but they were just standing there! i mean hello?! where's the fun in you?! hahaha.


makis and i played in timezone after the cocert. hahaha. okaay. nakaskirt at nakadress kami at nag time crisis kami at basketball?! okay we just looked funny. :))

neoprint :D

actually i think i had more fun skipping and singing in the rain with makis. ang cute nga e. it was raining and we were skipping along the sidewalk while singing and dancing. haha LET THE PEOPLE STARE MEHN. hahaha.

went home bangag. :P

-july 2007-

i finally ran free. literally

today was interesting. my blockmates and i had lunch in jollibee aka jabeee a while ago. the walk was actually fun, even though it was super hot. rex kept on insisting that i was dancer back in hs because he saw me run wild during the orsem. HAHAHA. e hindi e. you won't get me if you actually haven't seen rex's face. there's really something about his face that will make you doubt what he's saying. nakakapanloko. lagi pang nakangiti. e leche. hahaha.

i have a confession to make. i am a battered blockmate. hahaha. the guys and i mean literally boys, always beat me up. lagi nila akong inaasar... haha and they would always tell me that i'm weird, crazy, and super corny. in fact, they told me i'm the corniest person who ever lived. HAHAHA.

"ang weird mo. bakit ganyan ka?"

HAHAHA.

i actually find it funny when they laugh AT me. e wala lang. parang usual lang kasi ung mga ginagawa ko sa stc e. oh well, let them get used to it.

oliver is a mean guy. i mean hello?! he practically wrestled with me the other day. :\ at masakit yun. sobra. take note, in my morbid state, i have finally found my match. hahaha. grabe un mangharot. masakit :\

me: alam mo magiging wife-beater ka. ang sakit mo mangharot.
Oliver: ganun? e ikaw naman magiging husband-beater. ang sakit mo kaya manghampas.

but of course, haha i seeked revenge. >:) hahaha

it's like he treats me as a guy. not a girl anymore. which is actually kinda more fun actually :))

gawd. my PAGKABABOY revealed itself a while ago. after eating lunch, i was so woozy that i tripped two times! hahaha. parang lasing talaga. hahaha

gosh. i really don't know where to put my stc habits to the limits noh?! sheesh, i lied down on the floor!!!!HAHAHA in SEC A. sa may damuhan pa. all my blockmates were laughing at me and were even giving me some weird looks. oh well. they should try it out sometime. they should just be more free-spirited. that's all. i was so sleepy that i even challenged my blockmates to a game of Tag. HAHAHA.

Ad quickly tagged me and there we were, running around and frolicking around the SECA grass area as if we didn't care that classes were still being held. hahaha. oliver and julia also joined in and what can i say? we made a fool out of ourselves. haha. but it was fun. :D it reminded me of those isip-bata days in hs. haha it surely made me wake up! hahaha :D

botany was relatively ok. i think i have already established a special connection with sir. NYAHAHA. e wala e. type niya si rex masyado e.hahaha

my quiz scores turned out ok. :P

eng was kinda fine. sabaw nga lang ung essay :P

lit 13 grpwork! yay :D

headed to MAcci to finish my essay then went home.

-july 2007-

you caught me

fine, fine sandra. you're actually right! haha in college, i haven't really experienced one of those "hard day's night" thingies. actually, things are quite light. for now.

then why why do i feel so crummy? i hate to admit that even though we all had to endure all those sleepless nights and unpretty situations and how we couldn't care less how we looked, i never felt nervous of going to school. but now, i find my tummy always churning whenever i have a class. e bakit ba? hindi pa naman ganun kahirap a.

i guess it was all about the security of having friends to back you up whenever you needed a little push. i guess it just feels weird to restart everything. it takes a little more adjustment than before.

alakazam!

let's do this my friends.

AZA AZA FIGHTING!

-july 2007-

help meh

let's turn back time and be in high school again. i wanna be sane again, which is kinda ironic since i become so crazy and wild whenever i'm with iv2 or ii2. maybe that's my version of being sane.

just let loose and be free-spirited mehn.

but don't get me wrong mehn. i have always realized that theresians are known for being "nerdy" and baduy when it comes to acads. i mean, hello? kami kaya ang school na may sangkadamakmak(whatta word) na ginagawa na research, defense, feasibility market study, reflections, dioramas, at kung ano-ano pa! that's why we have no time for our social life. and we have no time to have an interest for brushing our hair, shopping, or having our nails done. (pun intended. EHEM! haha i wonder why guys even fall for those kind of girls. i know the answer, they look so much prettier and proper than we do because they have the time.)

my other friends from ahs and lsgh said themselves that we have too much schoolwork for our own good.

e bakit ganon? bakit parang lumalabas na ang tamad ko?

it's burnout mehn...

we just get by stuff by laughing our heads off and being oh-so barubal and wasted with things because we just want to balance off things during high school.

now, shake me and hug me!

-july 2007-

cheery turned glum

just a few minutes ago, i found myself all cheery and satisfied with myself as i finished the last lines of my notes for botany. then all of a sudden, i became so irritable! ARRRGH.

one reason was because i had this conversation with someone, and i just couldn't stand what he said! arrrgh! kaya iv2, tama nga kayo. i shouldn't have interpreted him before pa. hay nako magsama kayong lahat!

the other reason was this:
why are my blockmates so matiyaga?! what the shit mehn. before, i felt so good because i had iv2 to back me up whenever i don't get something or when it comes to cramming. RAR. one thing that made me super irritated was the fact that my blockmate told me "ano ka ba, wala pa ngang 1 month, tinatamad ka na. gayahin mo si ****, matiyaga"

putek. ayoko talaga ng ginaganon. pinapamukha akong tamad at tanga.


of course, her intentions were good. but still.

fellow theresians, i do hope you get me. i swear i'll pop if you don't. bakit ngayon pag sinasabi ko " ayoko naaaaaaaaaaa. nakakatamad mag-aral! wag mo na gawin yan. bukas na lang. sabay tayo." they'd tell me "ano ka ba. wag kang tamarin."

ARRRGH.

good thing rex kept me sane this week. haha tamad din siya katulad ko!!! wooohoo! haha. now, why did that sound so BI?!

gawd.

good luck to me.


-july 2007-