balancing act

I'm so happy! I'm officially a Psy major! Woohoo! After ALL the frustrations of dealing with the uber sungit psy dept secretary, asking SO MANY QUESTIONS, travelling from different departments TO ASK MORE QUESTIONS, burning calories from al the walking, and dealing with the uncertainty of EVERYTHING.

It's finally over. And it's worth it. :) At least for now, I can say that. Haha.

I'll be "overloaded" daw according to the psy dept next sem, but poo, it's just another mere 25 units for a sem. Haha. I can do it again anyway. :P

And yay! I don't have to take summer because of stat! I'll take one next sem and take the lab during my 3rd yr. :)

SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS??? HELLO EUROPE!!!!! :D

ehehehe.

And oh, I'm at the RMT right now, killing time before I head to Magis.

Then it's Trong's debut later.

Then another Magis day tomorrow.


Sci10 long test and Psy long test on Monday. Math makeup class at 430 also on Monday. Also another day for Magis.

Oh wow, how hectic! Also another project for Math due on Tuesday! Oh gad, all the lorenz curves and interpreting the NSO stats makes me dizzy. I still have no idea how to work the regression software :S And last long test for Math on Tuesday! Wooh! Then finals na lang!

Wednesday? No classes, but another Magis day for me! And LS finalsssssssssss.

Did I mention that I had a super long dayyyyy yesterday? 10 am interview with Psy head, Sci10 Bonus orals at 1215, Nstp consultation at 1240, class time till 330, fixing of shifting up to 430, 430-630 Nstp processing, then Mark and Julia's libre at Pizza Hut! at least, I didn't go to Magis anymore. But hello hahahha. And oh, Math research till 12 :S Kamusta naman.

Hay, it's almost over. Iilang hinga na lang. Yuckkk parang mamamatay na ako. Ilang araw na lang. MATATAPOS NA!

So there, I have no idea how I'm gonna balance my time this weekend. SHIT. 2 long tests on Monday then Magis days pa because of Math LT and finals.

Buti na lang Trong I love you so much! I'm going to your debut baybeh!

WOOOOH!

P.S
BONFIRE ON TUESDAY!!!! \m/ Go Ateneo! I WAS THERE MEHN!!! Raffy gave me a ticket the last minute :P You should seriously tell me asap if you have tickets mehn!!! I made new friends at Araneta. I braved the gen ad, with no companion! Haha. Yan nagagawa ng game e. You hug strangers hahha. Nah, I saw Gwen and her blockmates and some other people I know, so okay na rin. :) Good thing I went! This so gonna be LEGENDARY! And I was there! hahaa

Okay, enough of that. Gtg!

Wish me luck. :)

Aja!

he loved yoga

It's simply indescribable when you discover that someone you know just died. It's weird and shocking in a way...but most of all, it's heartbreaking.

In a time where death isn't usually one of my main concerns in my day-to-day activities, it just seems so surreal right now.

I didn't know him that much, but it still feels like a punch on my tummy.

I do hope he's in a better place. :)

Rest in peace, Gab. We're all praying for you.

"Life is teh ƒ(φ) = φⁿ + 11φ² - 28φ + 1988"

just like sotanghon - a bit of sabaw and senseless noodles of the brain

I have this splitting headache right now. I think I'm coming down with a cold. It must have been all the dance revo-ing last night with Makis. I was too smart to stand in front of the fan to dry all the sweat. Yeah, just like a little hard-headed girl.

At least I'm having some progress with my school stuff. I'm almost done with the 2 psy projects and at least the fil docu has some content in it already.

I'm like super sabaw right now - I can't even think of anything to write. Ugh, I'm so slipping with everything. This sem has just been such a roller coaster ride. I mean that psychologically too.

I finally got my endorsement form from the guidance! Yay! After ten thousand years, I can finally march into the Psy dept secretary without feeling fidgety. You know, for HR standards, the Psy dept secretary isn't really friendly. It's as if she's blaming me that I'm shifting. And hello? Her kunot face was yelling at me as if it was MY FAULT that SHE LOST MY GRADES. DUHHHH like I gave it to her months ago.
Oh well. There's no purpose blaming her and complaining about it. At least it's almost over.

And yay! In a few weeks, I'll be saying goodbye to Math. Nyahaha. Well not completely, I still have stat but goodbye to Calculus! Hahaha. And ughhh goodbye DL na talaga. I just got my last long test and it was just awful. HAHAHA. hay :< But did I mention that I'm studying Math in youtube? It's actually very helpful and kinda fun. :P It was also fun watching all the calculus music videos where they edited the lyrics of Sexy Back and Fergielicious. Dirty babbbbbe I'll let you whip me if you integrateeeeee :))

Okay, toodles for now. I gotta bang my head with a book.

ridicule

GG naman. Just when I thought I was back to my logical self slash no love self, it hit me again. Haha and no, I don't have a boyfriend. Why are so many people asking me that?

It's just that I'm crushing on someone and I don't think it's healthy anymore. :S And I thought I was over him after being turned off by his teensy slacking. But NOOOOO, he's still so adorable I just wanna hug (and squish) him ! =))

And oh,,,I guess it just hits you like a truck when you realize you're getting older than for your own good. I just dreamt of someone I know getting married! And he just turned 20 last week! Hahaha CREEPY :)) But realistically, it is possible anyway. I'm not getting younger by the minute and I have friends who are in their twenties already. :S In a few years, most of us will be walking down the aisle. ORRRR could be prepping themselves for a life of being single.


Another test on Tuesday huhuhu. I NEED TO GET AN A! If not, that effing 6-unit subject will trash my QPI. I'll have to bid DL goodbye.

Just went to the workshop last Sat. It was practically all sharing shizz. But I guess I can say I know what I want now! Yay! Gogogo! Hay...the shifting process is so tedious, it takes a toll on my stress levels! Hahaha.

And oh, I'm really stressed about Fil right now. WAAA ALMOST ZERO PROGRESS and the deadline's in 2 weeks! I have to edit the docu pa, and the other interview was postponed so I have this strong feeling that this whole project will equate to uttermost disaster. We're eight in the group but nothing's happening. It's just not so me to have something so mediocre for a major project. Since I'm the one editing, MAS MALALA PA IYON. :S Me and the stupid windows movie maker.

I have my first game on Tuesday! Ye basketball! Hahaha don't watch!

I gotta go now, I have to cram and stress about everything!



Ja :D

Oh my effing gosh. I thought they weren't serious about making a pinoy version of Gossip Girl. I thought they were just making this random joke in desperate need for attention. Taena hindi pala.

I'm not a big fan of Gossip Girl. In fact, I think I've only watched less than 5 episodes so I can say that I'm really not a GG expert and so so...but I DO KNOW THAT THIS IS SO PATHETIC I JUST WANT TO CRY. Is this one of the Pinoy traits that we are so proud of? Proud of copying everyone else because our ideas just go to waste as the stupid government just ignores them? (ex. Agapito Flores with his invention of the flourescent light and the other dude who invented the car which ran on water) When Phil media bought franchises (dunno the appropriate term) of international "reality" TV shows or more like "copied" them, I recovered by just cringing. You know, Big Brother, Americal Idol, Deal or No Deal, Project Runway, etc...

I guess it was excuseable at first because it somewhat mirrors our society today and we kinda need it (like for money purposes..). And for like Pinoy Idol, we do have talent naman so it's REALISTIC to have that show.

But Lipgloss (THEY SERIOUSLY SHOULD HAVE GIVEN A BETTER NAME TO GIVE THE "SHOW" SOME TEENSY BIT OF LIBERTY) is so depressing. College pips could have written something better. And the characters...oh the characters. There's nothing new about them. I'm talking about no impact! Kailangan pa nila i-describe sarili nila sa harapan mo para magets mo ung character nila. WALANG FIERCENESS. Hahaha. And isn't GG supposed to be about breaking stereotypes in a certain way? But Lipgloss ( I can't believe I'm actually referring it as a show) is so old school-seen-that-done-that-NEXT!. It's so tacky. The acting is just as horrible too. And I'm so sorry, I like Saab Magalona but I don't think acting is really for her. It was painful to watch. Seriously, I'm even her blog reader buttttt really, she should just stay pretty in school or model.

And the girl in yellow? Poor her and her acting. "Mas mayaman...mas mahirap" #$%@$%*(&*!

And Cheska Ortega, the girl in pink, she's so cute! But I dunno, there's erally something about theater people on TV. The same with Sam Concepcion. Hahaha he's so adorable! But I think's theater's better for both of them.

And the other girl...bopek mehn :))

But the intro's so funneh! What up with all the perkiness? :))

Okay, parang ang sama ko, pero kasi sana pinag-isipan na lang nila ng mabuti 'to. Alam naman siguro nilang mas madaming maiinis kaysa matutuwa diba? (Pero malay natin, I might be wrong. Could be the other way around)

Ugggh I hate it. This is so infuriating. How could they?! Nawawala na magic ng GG. One reason (or mostly) why GG's so special is because it's more like a fashion show. All the lovely designer clothes which are piled over barely-there uniforms and punchy colors just pop out of the screen.

And how pinoy of them to think of a school named Linden High. I think I'm gonna hurl.

But hey, if you're someone who loves everything stereotyped since you're a social climber(but you deny it of course), poor acting, bubble-gum teen shows that's exagerrated IT'S SO IRRITATING ALREADY, and who eats lipgloss for morning, noon, and night, then this shows for you! :D

Enjoy!

And oh, they should have thought of another color combination for the uniforms. It kinda resembles maid uniforms.

XOXO,
DOTA

Study hard party harder

Haloo haloo! I don't really feel like blogging, but I feel this need to update. I'm gorging on some popcorn right now, I'm so hungry! Haha. And it's obvious with my figure. I'm gaining weight by the day! Huhuhu. It's the first time that my tummy bulges whenever I wear shorts of jeans! Eww big blob of lard! Hahaha. Okay, I'm not anorexic okay? It's just that...it kinda looks weird.

Math LT last Friday. Oh gawd. It was hell! And I thought it's supposed to be the easiest topic! Well the topic's relatively easier, but our prof won't let us get away with it! Hayayay. At least Oliver treated us to dinner. It was his bday last Friday - Happy Bday Oli! Hahaha. And I bet knowing that he was Sang's 1st kiss was the cherry on top of his bday! NYAHAHA. LIPS TO LIPS MEHN! MAN TO MAN! =)) My block's not super close but we kinda make up for it by being not mature. (immature's not the right word!haha) Remember last Xmas, we had a water balloon (more like plastic ng ice na tubig fight) at Bell field. We were soaked and even had to take a "bath" by the gripuhan in Bellarmine just to rinse off Oli's Mountain Dew splashes.

Sooooo instead of a water fight, we had a cake fight! Wooo! Hahaha. You should have seen Karla. Buong slice ng cake iyong sinubsob sa mukha niya. CHocolate Mousse pa iyon a. But really, we had our own share too! It was hilarious! More than 10 of us were screaming and running around the room! Hahaha!


Fooling around with Megan and Josh. Nstp in PACEC Montalban, Rizal. Btw, Androgyny suits you Josh! Hahaha.



OMG I MISSED YOU GAYS LIKE HELL!!!! HAHAHA I SWEAR! I miss laughing till I can't anymore. You know, till the air goes foul and all? :)) YOU GUYS ARE SIMPLY THE CRAZIEST! Hahahaha. Might as well call the mental hospital ( AND POLICE!), for ALL WE CARE! =))

We may look all girly girly now, BUT WE WILL FOREVER BE TOMBOYS! :D
I LOVE YOU FOREVER!

"Keng! Don't forget ako first kiss mo a. At hindi iyong isa diyan. HAHAHA." - judith

yeah. We kissed girls and we liked it. Katy Perry should be ashamed. Nyahaha kidding! :))

WE RULED THE DANCE FLOOR ME LADIES! Hahaha we brought the house down. Shizzzz talaga. :)) Talo pa namin UST guy friends mo keng! Walang wala ang hip hop dance nila sa ethnic-mrs-yalong dances and PMDAS dances namin! :)) AND OMGGGGG Arra! Ikaw ba yan???? Tsktsk. And megan, nagwala ka ata masyado kasi tinulugan ka ni L! hahaha

Basically, we all seemed drunk and high with cocaine but we weren't. Wala naman sigurong hinalong red horse sa four seasons dba? :D

We still aint that prim and proper! And I LOVE IT! Awww dapat sleepover na lang ulit lahat sa bahay! hahaha just like old times sake. Kulang na lang lumiyab, bumaha, gumuho at gumiba bahay ko dahil sa inyo! :))

"Antonette, pag nagpalit ka into jeans, iikutin ko iyong boobs mong parang doorknob. Magdress ka!" - Carmel
We are the coolest and hottest kids from the block. WENK HAHAHA.
Yeah, dancing with girls is much more fun than with guys.

I missed you to death bheibez! It's OUR world and THEM.

P.S

I'm done with the Twilight series! The ending was rather disappointing, it just proves that it's really for kids. Sorry, I'm not a sucker for fairytale like endings and overly mushy conversations. But the saga is okay. For one, it's really easy to read. That's why I was able to squeeze it in between acads. The 2nd and 3rd book, I liked better and was less cheesy than the rest. There's also more essence and gore to it so it's not that boring. :)

And ohh Dad bought me 2 new Haruki Murakami books! Yay! Back to surreality and mind-boggling existenstialism shizz! :D

reading makes me forget

I'm done with the 2nd book New Moon after like reading it the entire day. My eyes are kinda blurry right now but this usually happens when I have reading marathons. It's like I can see the outlines of all objects separating from its body...in a blinking way too. It's distracting, really. The 2nd book is more interesting for me. And that's weird since most of the reviews I've read claimed that it's one of the boring books of the saga. They also said that the 1st one was well...dreamy, romantic, sweet...interesting choice of words actually. I find the 1st book too cheesy for my own good. I'd roll my eyes everytime all those OH-PLEASE-LEMME-HURL scenes. Some may call it sweet. I see it as some pathetic pick-up line conspiracy.

I seriously have to do something related to acads tonight. 2nd Psy LT on Wed. Quiz in Math on Wed too. And LT 4 for Math on Thursday. More filming for our Psy "indie film" on Thurs and Fri too. And oh, another quiz for Fil again on Thurs. I'm not really complaining...I'm just worried.

I have curls now! Hehe, it's something new. I just wish that not as much people would pull it ya know! :)) At least these will keep me form chopping my hair off again because I'd simply look like a bad mushroom if I did that and I kinda missed long hair. It's been the longest time since I grew my hair really long so maybe this time I'll be successful.

My Dad bought an LCD TV yesterday! Hahaha FINALLY. For the past year, he'd be stuck in those appliance stores; eyeing and asking all the possible questions about LCD TVs while my Mom and I would shop around the mall. Last week he was so smug and excited to tell us that he was finally going to get one. 32 inches with speakers and the works. It was also down by 8K compared to its "partners" in Sony and Samsung. The only problem was that its brand was like the ones that scream "Made in China!". It was SKY something...not exactly sure. I guess our amusement or more like panic got into him to the extent that he brought the Sony Bravia one just yesterday. Nahiya naman daw siya sa mga panglalalait namin. Kaya sige na lang, Sony na lang daw. Hahaha. My Dad's so funny, you shoudl have seen him when he had this moping moment hahaha.

Hmm...I guess that's about it. I have to cram now.