hay

i'm tired. seriously. i just found myself sneezing and feeling woozy after 3 days of class! damnnnnnnnnnn. yeah, i'm sick. again. it really is weird. i usually get sick when i'm really stressed out or lack sleep. hmmmmm. i guess my horoscope runs true this month. i really do worry about anything.

i'm so paranoid with everything! lola even thought that i wasn't happy in ateneo because i ranted about almost everything. she thought i wanted to be in UST so i think she kinda prayed for it yesterday? and ya know how strong lola's prayers can get! haha good thing i made it clear to her that i like it in ateneo. even though i'm still struggling right now.

i just wanna scream and cry. i wanna sleep and wake up when summer starts.

i am so pressured to do well in school right now. dad just bought me a HUGE botany book the other day. he even bought me quickstudy thingies for math. oh great. now i'll have no excuse to flunk my classes. mehn. i just hate it when people are so much smarter than i am. i feel so useless and stupid. that's what i feel whenever i attend any of my classes. darn.

tomorrow will be a blast. super. i have a quiz on Fiction and Botany. oh wow botany. :l i also have assignments in botany and Eng 11. oh great. what a whooper.

i have PE class tom. 7. demmet! after that, i have a 4 hour break, in which now, i still wonder how will i use it. maybe i'll go memorize all those scientific names in botany.

TAE.

went to UST yesterday. it's weird that i don't get the butterflies when i go to UST. it's like i feel that i'm still in STC and there's no need to be stiff and nervous. it's like my bahay.

megan, arra, and i visited kay, con, and keng! and yeah, a bunch of theresians. awww it was so much fun. tawa lang ng tawa. we looked like lunatics.

commuted back home with megan. haha whatta experience! haha good thing we didn't get lost.

wish me luck tomorrow. i think i'll have a date with makis again. wooh lib.
-june 2007-