is this all a dream?

When life gives you too much too handle, you break down. Then you don't feel anything anymore.

But I won't be a spoiled brat, I'm okay. In fact, I have it easier than the others.

It's just that I've been having dreams of me being dead and being helped by spirits. It's rather odd and freaky because it's my first time to encounter such dreams. It felt so SO REAL. I really thought I was dead.

I'm not even depressed right now, I'm not even that burned out.