just grow up

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something happened today. i happened to pass by the caf area before fil class when i bumped into some of my blockmates. i just came from the lib and already perked myself up to be alone for the next 3o minutes or so. the topic of our conversation is a bit censored though. not in a green way.

it went kinda like this:

i have a blockmate. i hate him. funny how we were "paired" together earlier this year. yak. utang na loob man!

hay nako tae talaga. hindi ko na lang ilalagay dito mga pinaggagawa niya. suit himself and his grade 1 behavior! seriously! he's so just darn immature. kala mo joke lang na galit siya kasi sobrang petty ng reason, pero actually, siryoso pala siyang galit.

kalalaki mong tao ang bastos mo. tama bang batukan ako at hampasan ng kung anu-anong bagay sa mukha?! kala mo naman kung sino ka kung magalit. at tama bang sigawan ako ng lahat ng mura sa isang sentence?! HAY NAKO tae talaga. may nangyari pang iba. sabihin na lang natin medyo nawalan ako ng dignidad. (psst! not THAT, okay?!)

you expect us to be sensitive when we treat you but why are you sooo insensitive towards our feelings?

sige na nga, baka never na matapos ang entry na to pag tinuloy ko. basta, gusto ko lang mailabas iyong inis ko. grabe. kung hindi lang talaga ako nakapagpigil kanina, mabubugbog ko talaga yun ng di oras. at wala na akong pakialam ngayon kung magkasugat siya ulit. shiyeeet parang ang drama. haha. promise, looong story. this guy just really treats me like dirt. and he isn't even a "significant someone"! yak.

hindi na kasi joke yung mga ginagawa niya. please lang, kahit hindi ako maganda, treat me with respect dude. you're simply one-of-a-kind. never in my entire life have i met such a repulsive guy like you. your attitude sucks big time. everyone agrees with me.

pero diba, hindi na lang ako maagpapa-apekto pa sa mga pinagsasabi mo. besides, sino ka ba para sabihin yung mga yun? ni hindi na nga kita matawag kahit "friend" e. grabe ka talaga.

and i thought your kind of attitude only existed back in grade school.

what you say doesn't matter because you don't matter to me. no wonder even your hs classmates back away from you.

no wonder half of our block shies away from you. tingnan mo? hindi pa nga tapos ang 1st sem, madami na ang nakakilala ng totoong ikaw.

sino mas kawawa ngayon?

hayayay. i'll stop here. trashing you won't be considered as revenge. "this" kind of bashing is actually pathetic just like you, so i'll just let this go. tama na.

if i rant even more, that'll only prove that i'm letting my angsty and immature side take over me. parang yung ginagawa mo.

now, do us a favor and start acting like a man! (or a woman if you prefer being homo!) just grow up dude!

-september 2007-