Let's do launch

When everything may seem haywire, having a great talk with equally stressed friends will always work wonders. And I thought I was the only one who wanted to change.

There's just really something in me that's telling me that my life shouldn't be like this. It's not bad. But it could be better. I could be better. Much much better.

I want to establish my own identity. I want to go out in the open and discover a whole lot of things and learn how it is to feel alive again. I don't want to get stuck in my life that I have right now. I'm too comfortable with it and it seems like I've been more like a robot due to my school-home-acads routine. I'm sick of being told sweet and being babied.

Ironically it may sound, I want to feel uncomfortable. I want to be forced to live the real life and be independent. I seriously have to individuate from my parents' shadows.

Thank you Sandra and Raffy for letting me have that awesome conversation. I thought I was the only one going ballistic. And when others may give us quizzical looks on our thoughts, we understand the bigger picture of things, right?

I just want to be shipped into some odd country and learn to socialize, be independent, and learn!

I am so thankful I have friends like you guys who share the same sentiments and who are crazy as I am! (Well, it's better to be crazy than to be a boring person)

From Raffy's notebook: "Sandra, Ishi, and Raffy will not get stuck".

Gaga Raffy sama mo ako sa Switzerland!