i am again dumbfounded as i fiddle with my blog and try to "improve" its physical quality. and what do i get? strained eyes and a very bloated self as i am humbled by the fact that i do not know anything about HTML or photoshop. as you can see, my blog can be somewhat compared to a classic basurahan for all i care.

ack i hate this. the thing i hate the most is the feeling of stupidity and ignorance. i hate feeling stupid and unknowledeable of things. i hate it when i swallow my pride and ask other people for help.

maybe it is caused by this insatiable ego of mine.

oh heck, i won't try to study HTML or CSS or whatever crap you call it. waah or maybe i will? i dunno. since forever, i found myself easily irritated and impatient with technology. that is why i am somewhat convinced that i was really born in the wrong decade. like for the technology, the music, and the lifestyle (i think the 50's/60's way of living was so much more interesting and spunky), and the fashion of course :-p

bea's inviting me to this 17 magazine stint. though we both don't know what the stint's all about yet. her tita is close friends with one of the people there in 17. so there.

i do hope it pushes through though. for once, i want to have an exciting summer!

oh yeah, my summer WILL BE exciting. i forgot to tell you that we're going to Florida and Washington DC this summer. ate and kuya david will meet with us there. wipee Disneyworld!

as far i can remember, Disneyworld was the place i was happiest in. i could remember munching on my favorite mickey mouse-shaped ice cream sandwich while i endured the pain of my singaw.

the good ol' days.

when i thought mickey mouse really did exist and wasn't just a man beneath a dirty mascot costume.

when i thought that minnie mouse was the greatest thing ever happened to me.i was so ecstatic as i entered her very cute house!haha

when i thought that i was the only extraordinary kid who ever lived.

when i thought i was invincible.

when i wished upon tinkerbell and the wonderful fireworks display.

when i thought that happiness will be forever.

the magic is still within me. for in one way or another, i am still a child. a child, who dreams of never growing up and lives with Peter Pan.

life is still magical after all. we just choose not to see it.

that's what makes me even more excited in going to Disneyworld. As i, would finally see the "magic" as a grown up.

i forgot how big Disneyworld was. just imagine me when i looked up their site! i was awed! there's so many things to do! good thing we'll be staying for 10 days in Disneyworld and only 4 days in DC.

we'll also be staying at the Hilton hotel, and i bet we won the lottery. not in a gazillion yrs would i imagine my parents spend that much money for a place to stay. we usually just stay in those local motels. yes, the one where you put quarters in the washing machine! ohhh i love those! it's really "fun"!
oooh and where you just cross the street to buy your microwavable meal? i love those kind of motels. motels are different in the US. they're not as popular as one night motels and as sex places compared to the motels here in the Philippines.

i do hope i see Paris Hilton. tihee. :-p i'm not a fan, but it's just fun to see her in person. :-p

there's alot to see in disneyworld because they also have water parks! and i'm not talking about ala-splash island! check it out! they have 120 ft slide that forms a semi-right angle! and you have no floater or anything! talk about wild! basta! i'm super excited. and i told dad i wanted to go to NASA AGAIN!!!!

did you know that my ORIGINAL childhood dream is to be an astranaut????!!!

really. :D

and with all the science museums! i want to visit all of them haha! oopsie, did i sound too dorky?!

but seriously, i want to go to all of the science museum stuff.

i need to catch up with mythbusters in discovery channel. but i think there's something wrong, because it's forever blurry.

seeya!

-march 2007-