i'm currently listening to Avril's girlfriend. it's cute. :-p but she kinda changed. in a slutty way. ugh. its as if she ate her own words and criticisms for pop princesses like britney.

gawd. i'm so bored. i have nothing else better to do but blog, blog, and blog! haven't you noticed that i've already posted 3 or 4 entries for today?

hahaha.i'm such a pig! i just ate half the leche flan and a whole bag of popcorn. and i'm not near from stopping! yesterday, i ate a lot of chocolate! super. :-p

i do hope i gain alot of weight. i need it for college. i might not handle the stress and might die from starvation.

tomorrow's the giving of cards in school. 8-10 am. then why am i not a bit anxious? well maybe because even though my average reaches the needed mark for honors, i won't be declared.

it really is a LOUSY rule. mom even said so to the admin.

how can the students be motivated when they already know that they can't be declared as an outstanding student at the end of the yr if you weren't declared as one the previous yrs? it's like getting all frustrated at a thing you can't do anything about because it's all done already.

but hey, i'm expecting my computer grade to shoot down. i simply have no logic fo c programming. but i can say, misery DOES LOVE COMPANY. most of the people i know lack the logic for running the programs! wipee! hahahaha.

i'm heading straight to ateneo as soon as i receive my card to have my slot reserved. and you know what's going on my mind? the opposite of most future atenistas, i tell you. i'm praying that my chosen course is already filled up. i wish that there's no more space for me in management which will force me to pick another course, such as AB psych. nyahaha.

looks like megan will do the same thing tomorrow.

boohoo. most of the seniors will go out tomorrow. :(

i am in need of fresh air! for 2 straight days, i am cooped up in this computer chair of mine, doing senseless stuff.

blah.

i need to update my wardrobe. when was the last time i did? hmmm...3-4 months ago? gosh...that's a long time already considering that i usually update my wardrobe every 2 months or so.

i usually give the stuff i dont wear anymore ro make room for new ones.

this time, i'll put college into my mind. i need jeans. because as of now, i think i only have 3 pairs of wearable jeans. most of them are small already. i usually don't buy jeans because i find it too basic and mainit. i prefer shorts. i lost track of how many i've got already. but i tell you, i have a lot. i also need more skirts. and i don't mean sunday skirts that are printed and dainty. i'm thinking plain colored ones. do i hear DIVISORIA??? for as long as i have remembered, i have inherited the crown of being a divi princess for scoring extraordinary stuff.


it's really fun to party and dress up. it makes me feel that i'm all grown up. but you know what really makes me come back to reality of the unimportance of material things? it's whenever i pass by the squatters area. i'm like "who am i to say i need stuff? who am i to say i have a terrible life? who am i to say that i am neglected? who am i to say that i am depressed and lonely"

my brothers and sisters are calling for me.

maybe i could set aside my splurging for a while and think about the REAL things that matter in life.

-march 2007-