polyamorous.

funny. i wouldn't even know the meaning of this word if i didn't watch the tyra banks show a while a go.

polyamory means having many loves. this means having multiple intimate realtionships with either the same sex or the opposite at the same time. it's like a chain circle, wherein, all the people in the circle are intimately involved with each other and are knowledgeable about their partners' affairs.

in simpler terms it's like this. for example: i have a boyfriend, who also has another gf. i know about this and the other gf also knows about me. and the 3 of us, are intimate with each other. even with the girl. yes, the 3 of us. and we are committed to each other.

DANG.

wow. i thought those kind of relationships didn't even exist. i mean hello?! i already have a hard time with one. how can they handle 2?! and not only that, when i watched the show, there was this one family who had polyamorous relationships. originally 3 in the picture, they became more than 10!!

my gosh.

i was just in shock.

i mean, don't they get jealous?!

and ewww mehn.

but hey, they're people too. and they have as much rights as i do. but it's just really refreshing for me to hear this kind of stuff. and not to mention, weird!

in the show, there was this 16-yr old girl, who grew up in a polyamorous home and said that she thinks that no one should be committed to only one person because you are stranggled and limited. you can never find everything in 1 person.

well for me, it is better to just find the right person, and spend my whole life with him rather than to have multiple partners at the same time so that they can attend to my wants and needs. but that's what love is all about. you accept everything, even though you know he's not perfect.

but hey. it's modern-day relationships.

if i were in a polyamorous relationship, i would want to have it with a guy ang girl. so yeah, maybe i am biosexual.

it's because i'm having second thoughts of liking girls again. just because of a stupid guy that broke my heart. maybe guys are just too much for me.

i'm just letting things flow by right now. i do hope this is just a phase.

oh well, this is so teleserye-ish! that's enough for now.

O.C.?

-april 2007-